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The Regret

by Cash Wilson

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1.
The Regret 03:00
I'm in this room full of people I don't even want to know Never felt so claustrophobic, never felt so all alone I'm looking for a window but there's not a one in sight If there was I'd open up and escape into the night See, my girl just said she loves me but i don't believe her yet I pretend to have the luxury of playing hard to get I'm afraid I'll push it too far and I'll want to take it back But she'll be gone before I realize it's way too late for that (Chorus) If she'd tear down the walls I'd watch them fall and welcome her in I can't tear them down with my own two hands when I've spent so long building them So I'll wait up here until you understand this is as lonely as it gets Unless you walk away but then I guess we'll both know The regret, the regret You, you're not so different; You've been bitten in the past Some might say you're reckless; some would say you move too fast You say love is a reaction; only chemical at best You see all these unhappy people and wonder what more they expect I know you've got your reasons but I wonder if you've tried To live as though it were all a dream and not a dirty lie Til then we'll be standing here and, no, we don't mind the wait I mean what's the point of skipping out if you don't sleep in late? (Chorus) If she'd tear down the walls I'd watch them fall and welcome her in I can't tear them down with my own two hands when I've spent so long building them So I'll wait up here until you understand this is as lonely as it gets Unless you walk away but then I guess we'll both know The regret, the regret
2.
It's a long road to forever Seems like you're waiting on the other end The first step's always the hardest 'Cause we can never go back again See you're all I ever wanted Except you're out of reach I could fix that if you wanted But you can't make this easy and just tell me How can I go the distance With no one to catch me when I fall? (Chorus) If I take a leap of faith will I fall like blind men do? How can I carry on when it's just me loving you? A hopeless fool or a true believer alone in his day I guess the only way to know for sure's to take A leap of faith Some nights the phone just rings forever Some nights you answer on the second tone I can't tell if it's coincidence Or you just want me to leave you alone Maybe I'm all you never wanted Or too far gone to reach I could fix that if you wanted But you can't make this easy and just tell me How can I go the distance With no one to catch me when I fall? (Chorus) If I take a leap of faith will I fall like blind men do? How can I carry on when it's just me loving you? A hopeless fool or a true believer alone in his day I guess the only way to know for sure's to take A leap of faith Yeah, you're all I ever wanted Except you're out of reach I could fix that if you wanted But you can't make this easy and just tell me How can I go the distance With no one to catch me when I fall? (Chorus) If I take a leap of faith will I fall like blind men do? How can I carry on when it's just me loving you? A hopeless fool or a true believer alone in his day I guess the only way to know for sure's to take A leap of faith
3.
Wait For Me 02:56
Baby, there are things that I should know Can you be patient while I learn? Could you still love me if I don't? Oh will the flame keep burning? You say you've been down this road before Me, I've walked a different way Now I've finally got you in my sight A river runs between us (Chorus) I can do better I can keep trying But I can't keep running So, baby, please Wait for me Maybe I'm in over my head Or should I be worried about my heart? It's pounding in my chest Baby, I think I'm drowning I wonder if this could be the end I always hoped you be right by my side I close my eyes and gasp for air Baby, I'm calling for you (Chorus) I can do better I can keep trying But I can't keep running So, baby, please Wait for me I wish I knew a way around this A shortcut to you but I don't So I'll keep searching If that's all I can do If that's all I can do but, baby Chorus) I can do better I can keep trying But I can't keep running So, baby, please Wait for me
4.
Take me as I am 'cause I won't be staying long I'd tell you what's on my mind but I don't think we have that long You say you wonder why I keep these things to myself It's not just you I keep them hidden from everyone else There used to be a time when I could stand on my own But I've finally felt the weight of walking through this world alone Each day I wonder if I'm gonna be strong enough Each step I take I wonder if I've gone far enough It's been too long uneasy in my own skin Wish I could throw it away and start all over again A different me, a different you, a different place and time I'd burn the script and rewrite all our lines 'Cause talk is cheap and I think you know as much A thousand pictures couldn't speak for just one touch The colors blur and with time they start to fade But that's alright 'cause I don't know what else to say Oh I wish the time could go by easy But I know better than that
5.
Interlude 00:48
6.
I know I could sleep forever If I were to get the chance A break from all the heartache Far beyond failed romance If my eyes would only stay closed I'd take the chance to dream Of some place I'll never go As perfect as it seems (Chorus) Oh to know nothing As the world burns so bright I know I could sleep forever If I could just sleep tonight If I could sleep forever I'd learn to forgive The bruises and the heartache I'd be forced to relive I don't know what I'd tell you If our paths should cross I might let the chance pass And count it as a loss (Chorus) Oh to know nothing As the world burns so bright I know I could sleep forever If I could just sleep tonight
7.
I learned to fight long before I learned to love or be loved I've wandered through this wasteland for the same You were the first to tell me to lay my weapon down I never thought that I'd need it again (Chorus) But I was wrong You changed your mind I looked away You struck me blind I gave you my all But you wanted more At least now we know Just what we're fighting for Lately I've been lost but I remember when you were my guide Until the storm clouds fell and you ran away A stranger in a distant land, I did my best to hide Praying you'd be back again some day (Chorus) But I was wrong You changed your mind I looked away You struck me blind I gave you my all But you wanted more At least now we know Just what we're fighting for I thought the worst was over But my wounds keep coming back (Chorus) But I was wrong You changed your mind I looked away You struck me blind I gave you my all But you wanted more At least now we know Just what we're fighting for
8.
The road ahead is a sea of red lights Stretching out as far as I can see I look through my rearview to see just what I'm leaving But it's dark out and I don't want to see So (Chorus) What does love look like when it's over? Do hearts ever mend when they break? Why can't we see the end getting closer? It's like we don't even know what's at stake (She said) I'm still here if you want me Buried way down deep where it's safe So if you care to, come on down and find me Say whatever it is you need to say (Chorus) What does love look like when it's over? Do hearts ever mend when they break? Why can't we see the end getting closer? It's like we don't even know what's at stake Some things just fade into the distance Some scars just sink deeper in There are some things we'd rather forget Until we're brave enough to try again (Chorus) What does love look like when it's over? Do hearts ever mend when they break? Why can't we see the end getting closer? It's like we don't even know what's at stake
9.
It's raining here in Nashville You're heavy on my mind I guess that's the thing 'bout leaving We never know just what we leave behind But oh it makes no difference I'm only here until I fade away (Chorus) Battle plans are written in the blood of a poor man's son We're left to pray and hope the God's not gone If I could I'd tell you that I love you just one more time But we retreat and time marches on Well, the rain shows signs of stopping My heart's racing double time I guess that's the thing 'bout changing It always hurts more this time But oh it makes no difference I'm only here until I fade away (Chorus) Battle plans are written in the blood of a poor man's son We're left to pray and hope the God's not gone If I could I'd tell you that I love you just one more time But we retreat and time marches on I hear the echoes in this empty house And it hits me; it's not a home now But oh it makes no difference I'm only here until I fade away (Chorus) Battle plans are written in the blood of a poor man's son We're left to pray and hope the God's not gone If I could I'd tell you that I love you just one more time But we retreat and time marches on
10.
I'm Out 05:26
I'm sorry but I'm tired You know I hate to let you down You say you're looking for some answers I'm sorry but I'm all out I tried to fix what wasn't broken And let the broken sit too long Bent out of shape in the darkness You never told me what was wrong (Chorus) Now we're out of love because you say Things can't work any other way Though I wonder just what you're talking about 'Cause there was a time before time got old When you'd bring me back in from the cold But it's over and I'll have to do without I'm out, I'm out You cried the night you told me You couldn't take it anymore After winning so many battles We gave up the war I don't how things got so broken But my pride can be so strong So maybe I just didn't hear you When you told me what was wrong (Chorus) Now we're out of love because you say Things can't work any other way Though I wonder just what you're talking about 'Cause there was a time before time got old When you'd bring me back in from the cold But it's over and I'll have to do without I'm out, I'm out It's all over but this distance And there's no such thing as time Please remember that I was as much yours As ever you were mine (Chorus) Now we're out of love because you say Things can't work any other way Though I wonder just what you're talking about 'Cause there was a time before time got old When you'd bring me back in from the cold But it's over and I'll have to do without I'm out, I'm out
11.
The nights drag on forever And I miss most of the days There's a lonesome feeling Deep down in my bones I can't seem to shake (Chorus) Baby, I wish I knew you better And I wish you'd wish the same But what's the point of hoping When you say these things don't ever change? The sun comes up too early I don't think I'll play today I've second, third, and even fourth guessed my every move Since I let you slip away (Chorus) Baby, I wish I knew you better And I wish you'd wish the same But what's the point of hoping When you say these things don't ever change? I could go on like this forever Just aching this way But what's the point of patience When you say these things don't ever change? (Chorus) Baby, I wish I knew you better And I wish you'd wish the same But what's the point of hoping When you say these things don't ever change?

about

Dreams are great but eventually you have to wake up. This is the last chapter in the Far Enough series. It's all about when dreams come crashing down and the reasons why. I want to take a moment to think all of the awesome people who have contributed to this effort. Sydni Perry, Kris Crowe, Asher Austin, Dori Norman, Dejan Berec, and Paul Wood are the reason you can read this and hear the music that goes along with it.

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released July 7, 2012

*Asher Austin - vocals on tracks 2, 3, 8, 9, 10, and 11
*Sydni Perry - violin on tracks 6 and 7
*Dori Norman - Vocals and piano on track 8
*Kris Crowe - Organ and electric piano on track 8
*Thomas Dooley - Vocals on track 11
*Dejan Berec - co-produced track 2

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